Showing posts with label regret. Show all posts
Showing posts with label regret. Show all posts

Monday, March 23

This Cold War With You (1949)

Tillman 


So let's do right

or let's just say we're through

I just can't stand another

cold, cold war with you



Country legend Floyd Tillman wrote and recorded this song first in 1949, pretty much in the middle of the Cold War between the U.S.A. and the U.S.S.R. Because this stand-off between two power countries so resembles the power struggles that can be seen in a couple's personal relationship, many artists have performed it since then. I first heard John Prine's version in the early '80s. This song is just one of many songs related to the Atomic Age and the foreboding that started then about the fate of the world... it's a foreboding that has never really left us, frankly. And relationships continue to have their stand-offs as well. On that cheery note, don't forget to give a big hug to those you love.



The sun goes down and leaves me sad and blue

The iron curtain falls on this cold war with you


Though you won't speak and I won't speak that's true

Two stubborn people with a cold war to go through


Oh why oh why should love ever come to couples like you and me

Whose cold cold wars are never done

And whose hearts just can't be free


Oh let's do right or let's just say we're through

I just can't stand another cold cold war with you

Thursday, September 8

Love is like a cigarette

Jerome/Kent



Then just like a cigarette 
Love seem to fade away
and leave behind ashes of regret...

Ivie Anderson deserves to be better known. One of Duke Ellington's earliest vocalists - and his first full time "girl" singer - her delivery is straightforward and swinging, not a scat to be heard. Love is like a cigarette conjures up a smoky time in the past when cigarettes evoked romance, moodiness, excitement. (Actually, they still have a tinge of glamour about them.) Think of Paul Henreid and Bette Davis in Now, Voyager - where would they have been without cigarettes? Sadly, Ivie suffered from severe asthma her entire life, and both her career and her life were cut short by this breathing disease. Here is she is singing with Ellington in a rare film clip singing I've Got it Bad and That Ain't Good.

VERSE
What is love? You called it heaven above 
Star that shine in the night 
A bird that sings in its flight 
A flower that blooms in the spring 
There's no such thing 

CHORUS
Love is like a cigarette 
You know you had my heart aglow 
Between your fingertips 
And just like a cigarette 
I never knew the thrill of life 
Until you touched my lips 
Then just like a cigarette 
Love seem to fade away and leave behind ashes of regret 
And with a flick of your fingertips 
It was easy for you to forget 
Cause love is like a cigarette 
Then just like a cigarette 
Love seem to fade away and leave behind ashes of regret 
And with a flick of your fingertips 
It was easy for you to forget 
Cause love is like a cigarette


Thursday, January 21

Lush Life (1938)

Strayhorn


"So I'll live a lush life in some small dive
And there I'll be, while I rot with the rest
Of those whose lives are lonely too"


Billy Strayhorn. His name can't be brought up without mentioning that of Duke Ellington: the two were bound together in work and life. Ellington "kept" Billy, in an apartment on the Upper West Side of Manhattan, blocks from his own. Billy was gay, shy and desperately unhappy; Ellington was his opposite. This is a one of the saddest and most difficult songs to sing or play. Strayhorn wrote the song while still a teenager and it remains elusive to the most seasoned interpreters. Frank Sinatra tried and never came up with something he liked.  Ella Fitzgerald (accompanied by Duke Ellington),  Johnny Hartman, and John Coltrane (without the lyrics) all have versions. Yet the lyrics are especially important in this song: they stand on their own as poetry.  And here is Billy, doing it himself (as well as accompanying himself on piano.) I hope he found peace away from the "wheel of life."

I used to visit all the very gay places
Those come-what-may places
Where one relaxes on the axis of the wheel of life
To get the feel of life
From jazz and cocktails

The girls I knew had sad and sullen gray faces
With distingue traces
That used to be there
You could see where they'd been washed away
By too many through the day
Twelve-o'clock tails

Then you came along with your siren song
To tempt me to madness
I thought for awhile that your poignant smile
Was tinged with the sadness
Of a great love for me
Ah yes, I was wrong
Again, I was wrong

Life is lonely again
And only last year
Everything seemed so sure
Now life is awful again
A trough full of hearts could only be a bore
A week in Paris could ease the bite of it
All I care is to smile in spite of it

I'll forget you, I will
While yet you are still
Burning inside my brain
Romance is mush
Stifling those who strive

So I'll live a lush life in some small dive
And there I'll be, while I rot with the rest
Of those whose lives are lonely too